Right now I’d be lying if I didn’t admit that I wasn’t feeling frustrated with my life. I’m turning 24 in less than 10 days and I still haven’t figured things out.

Yes, I’m almost finished surveying 400 Bangkok university students and after I’m finished compiling the information I’m going to be asking professors if I could lecture their class based on my findings. And after I’m finished here I’m going to go to Latin America to stay in a home stay and learn a bit about farming.

But after that then what? I keep having this nagging feeling that I’m not doing enough with my youth. And I’m still not able to find the best use of my free time. When I have a burning question that has an overarching effect on my life and I’m not able to find a solution, all the while with time slipping by, it makes me feel angry.

Kingston S. Lim

December 14, 2019

Bangkok, Thailand